Extract from : Death or Glory I

Lieutenant Rowland Green was bleeding to death. He had been hit by a 9mm dum-dum round that had plunged into his armpit and burst out through his back in a shower of gore. Sergeant Tom Caine tore open his shirt and applied a shell-dressing, but it was like trying to stem a dam-burst with blotting paper. Blood soaked into his khaki drill shorts. ‘You’ll be all right, sir,’ Caine said. ‘It’s not too bad.’ He pressed the lieutenant’s right hand down on the pad and told him to keep it there. ‘Orderly,’ he bellowed. ‘I need morphia – now.’

Medical orderly Maurice Pickney heard Caine’s call, but was focused on another task requiring his full attention. Squatting in a slit-trench a few yards away, he was trying to prize a No. 36 Mills grenade from the frozen fingers of Private ‘ Tinkerbell’ Jones, who had been shot in the act of hurling it. Jones had a critical wound in the abdomen, and was blubbering in shock. Pickney spoke reassuringly to him, holding his wrist in a vice-like grip with one hand, forcing his fingers back one by one with the other. If Jones released the grenade suddenly, Pickney knew, both of them would have about five seconds to live. A moment later he was gripping the steel pineapple tight in his palm, wondering what to do with it. He was about to chuck it over the edge, when he found the pin lying in the dust. He picked it up, slid it back carefully into place, and let out a long sigh. ‘We’re out of morphia, Sarn’t Caine,’ he yelled.

Caine swore savagely. From further down the line, he could hear Corporal Harry Copeland demanding a casualty and ammunition report from each trench in turn. From Caine’s left came the booming voice of Gunner Fred Wallace, a six-foot-seven regular soldier from Leatherhead. Wallace was relating his experiences, his words coming out slurred with thirst, while someone else treated multiple shrapnel wounds on his arms. ‘I seen a Jerry throwing a potato-masher,’ he was saying. ‘I shot him and he went down, but I didn’t mark where the grenade landed, and just as I was squeezing the trigger a second time, it went off. I didn’t feel a damn’ thing. Didn’t even know I’d been hit till I saw the blood.’

The attack had been over no more than a minute, but to Caine it already seemed like a dream. The Germans, Panzer Grenadiers of Rommel’s 90th Light Division, had somehow got through the minefield and crawled up a gully, launching the assault from about two hundred yards. Caine’s men – No.1 Troop, Middle East Commando – had risen to meet them. Hazily, Caine recalled the ferocious clash of bayonet on bayonet, the thump and crack of grenades, the rat-tat-tat of sub-machine guns fired at point-blank range. The fight couldn’t have lasted longer than it took to smoke a cigarette, but time had seemed to stand still. Caine’s memories of it were a sequence of disjointed images – putting three .45- calibre rounds through a German soldier’s chest – three neat scarlet rosettes blossoming on the khaki drill shirt; Lieutenant Green howling as he shot an enemy with a bullet from his Colt; the Jerry snapping off the dum-dum that brought Green down; Fred Wallace dancing madly like a giant marionette, blasting away with his Bren, scything a swathe through the khaki bodies, bringing out his sawn-off twelve-bore shotgun, flaying off Hun faces; Harry Copeland, the battalion’s champion sniper, cool as an ice-pick, drilling shots from his .303 into the melee; men falling, men thrashing, men entwined together so you couldn’t tell friend from foe, mutilated men screaming for Mother; surly ex-Redcap Todd Sweeney stabbing an enemy in the stomach with a bayonet; a German grabbing Sweeney from behind and Geoff Hutchins shooting him in the head with his Tommygun, so close that half the man’s brains spilled out and splashed over them; then Hutchins himself uplifted gracefully on a wave of fire and smoke that whacked his whole body apart.

The desert sky was an open furnace, pulsating raw heat. The stones around the trenches were so hot they scorched bare flesh: inside, the stifling heat lay on the men like a liquid lead; it was too hot to move, almost too hot to think. The commandos had now been awake more than thirty hours, thanks to the huge doses of Benzedrine they’d swallowed, but the amphetamine haze was wearing thin. Caine felt parched, dazed and exhausted. He pulled the brim of his ‘soup bowl’ helmet down against the lowering sun, then checked that the drum magazine on his Thompson submachine gun was still firmly in place. The gunmetal was hot to the touch. He was the only man in the battalion to use this hundred-round mag, which had a tendency to drop off at inopportune moments. Caine had personally modified the locking mechanism on his magazines, making them secure, and giving his own ‘trench-sweeper’ more than four times the fire-power of any other. Some of the lads scoffed at what they called his ‘Al Capone’ shooter, but then few of them had his physique – the powerful shoulders and biceps that were needed to brace the weapon properly.

Caine wasn’t much above average height but seemed top-heavy with muscle, as if his chest and shoulders had developed separately from the rest of him. A veteran at twenty-three, his combat experience was reflected in the grimly determined set of his chin and lips, amplified by the cool steadiness of slate-grey eyes that seemed to have been honed by desert winds. He traversed the Tommy-gun’s muzzle across the undulating ground in front of the troop’s position – shell-holes, bomb-craters, Jerry dead. All the way along the Box he could see palls of black smoke rising from smouldering vehicles – remnants of a supply column that had tried, in vain, to reach them. There were dark circles like black eyes in the desert where Stuka dive-bombers had crashed and burned, shot down by RAF Kittyhawks and Hurricanes. About four miles to the west he could see dust-clouds kicked up by Panzer Army tanks gathering like crows on the edge of minefields that protected the Box. From the ridge behind him there was the continual snarl and crash of twenty-five-pounder field-guns, manned by men of the Royal Horse Artillery. Caine knew that Jerry’s 88mm guns would open up any minute.