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Acceptance Speech for the David Cohen British
Literature Prize for a lifetime's achievement in writing, 1998.
I am honoured and delighted. Thank you very much indeed.
In the quite brief time of this splendid prize's existence it has become
something of a tradition for the recipient to speak a little about his or her
writing life. Thinking about that, I wondered where and when mine had begun.
Strictly speaking, I suppose, it was in a small schoolroom in Skibbereen when,
as an alternative to parsing and analysis, I was occasionally required to
compose six sentences on such random subjects as 'A Wet Afternoon' or 'A Day in
the Life of a Dog.' I did my best in that respect, but even at seven I believe
I probably guessed that there was more to words and what you did with them than
recording rainfall or reporting that our smooth-haired fox-terrier was
infatuated by our cat.
My world at that time was not extensive. There was memory, as far back as
it would go, and the modest reality of Skibbereen, which afterwards became
memory also. A mile and a half it was, the journey to school, past Driscoll's
sweetshop and Murphy's Medical Hall, and Power's drapery, where you could buy
oilcloth as well as dresses. Pots of geraniums nestled among chops and ribs in
butchers' windows. A sunburnt poster advertised the arrival of Duffy's Circus a
year ago. Horses trudged slowly, carts laden with a single churn for the
creamery. On fair-days farmers stood stoically by their animals, hoping for the
best.
'You made the journey home again at three, the buying and selling over, the
publican's takings safely banked, the last of the dung sliding into the
gutters. If you had money you spent it on liquorice pipes or stuff for making
lemonade that was delicious if you ate it as it was. The daughters of Power's
drapery sometimes had money. But they were always far ahead, on bicycles
because they were well-to-do. Or their mother drove them in the Hillman because
of the dung.'
At home there was a bookcase on the landing: Jeffery Farnol and Warwick
Deeping were tightly packed with Horace Annesley Vachell and Dorothea Conyers
to allow pride of place for the entire output of Charles Dickens, which my
father had obtained with Sweet Afton cigarette coupons. My sister had a
bookcase specially made for her school stories by the postman, who was good at
carpentry. Between deliveries one morning he measured The Terrible Twins and
The Girls of the Chalet School, Jo's Big Surprise, and all the others. A week
later he had the bookcase with him, balanced on the saddle of his bike.
Expanding my world, I began with the school stories: with hockey practices
and midnight feasts, beloved head girls and dubious Mademoiselles, the odd
Bolshevik spy. Arctic exploration could not have been stranger, and I read
until I had read everything, then turned to Dr Fu Manchu. After that it was the
rugged decency of Bulldog Drummond, and a hundred or so gentlemanly private
detectives. All over England, it seemed to me, bodies were being discovered by
housemaids in libraries. Village poison pens were tirelessly at work. There was
murder in Mayfair, on trains, in airships, in Palm Court lounges, between the
acts. Golfers stumbled over corpses on fairways. Chief Constables awoke to them
in their gardens. We had nothing like it in West Cork.
The figures that emerged from the dull grey mass of type on off-white paper
were shadows at first and often remained so. But often, too, they brightened
into life that was as vivid as reality. They did so more and more, and with a
natural ease, when eventually - in the library of the last boarding-schools - I
arrived at the short stories of Somerset Maugham, the novels of Aldous Huxley
and Waugh and Greene, of Fitzgerald and Dostoevsky and Hemingway and
Steinbeck.
Somewhere in that communication, in the exhileration of one imagination
touching another, I sensed a marvel. I did not then know that this particular
variation of creating something out of nothing - mood and image invented and
transferred, lines of dialogue becoming people - was simply the art and craft
of storytelling. Nor did I know that I was already the victim of storytelling's
temptation.
I've always thought it's best not to know how the thing is done. Marvel it
may be, but it's a mystery too; and analysing can be destructive. Interviewers
ask questions that seem reasonable enough and yet the answers are elusive. Have
I known a man like Mr Hilditch in a recent novel of mine? Or a boy like Timothy
Gedge in an earlier one? Or a Mrs Eckdorf or a Mrs de Tanka? Why are there so
many fallen women in my stories? Was my childhood unhappy? Do I mind being old?
(Although this is usually more politely put.)
It's a bit of a muddle, I tend to say - the writer and the person untidily
overlapping, yet sometimes hardly knowing one another. It's true that, to a
degree, all fiction is autobiographical: the litmus paper endlessly dipped into
personal experience, since the euphoria of happiness, the ache of grief or pain
must of course be the storyteller's own. Memory hovers over the past like a
figure with a metal-detector on a used-up beach. Yet far more of fiction's raw
material comes out of nowhere.
Do I write with a purpose? is a question that lurks among the others.
Blatantly evasive, I say I write instinctively and suggest that instincts are
difficult to pin down. I mention curiosity: perhaps in writing, a sense of
curiosity is satisfied. But really I'm not sure.
Although storytelling's temptation came early, I did not seriously succumb
to it until I was in my mid-thirties and had come to know well the England I
had once imagined. By now I'd seen the lazy undulations of the Cotswolds,
patches of sheep guarded by trimstone walls, old women at dusk strolling in
their villages, itinerants at dawn moving through the fields in search of a
day's work. I had seen Hardy's West Country places, and the grey, flat
Midlands, the sea at Sidmouth. I had known the beer-blurred underworld of Soho,
where drugs had been so vilely peddled on the page and now were peddled for the
fun of it. I had frequented the last of the Corner Houses and watched the rise
of the high-rise flats. The first short stories I ever wrote were set in
London. For what has happened since you have kindly given me this prize.
Thank you again.
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