Gin Phillips on writing dilemmas, settings and maternal instincts

Gin Phillips talks about the challlenges of writing her debut novel, Fierce

Gin Phillips on writing dilemmas

A big part of what fascinates me about motherhood is that it's both immensely selfless and fairly selfish

In Fierce you take a location that so many families are familiar with and turn it from a place of safety into one of fear. Why did you choose this setting?

I liked the zoo on several levels. It worked so well because it encapsulates the day-to-day routine of parenting, and yet … there are wild things in boxes. Alongside strollers and cotton candy, there are sharp teeth and claws and the promise of everything that is undomesticated. There is power.

I think that sense of complexity works well for what plays out in the story. Joan and Lincoln wind up feeling trapped, so there’s that echo of the caged animals, but Joan is also smart and strong and sure. She has power.

On another level, a big part of what fascinates me about motherhood is that it’s both immensely selfless and fairly selfish. There is an animal impulse to protect your own. Is that pure and noble? Or is it something else? Joan would do anything to protect her son. She would die for him. But – this is where we get into how we differ from animals – who else would she die for? Who would die for her? I think we owe something to each other, even if we’ve just met. Even if we’ve never met.

Throughout the novel, Joan is faced with impossible choices in order to save her child. Would you make the same decisions as she does?

I think the only honest answer is that I don’t know. Yes, Joan is faced with a series of impossible choices. On top of that, she’s making these life-or-death decisions in a matter of seconds. She’s determined to do whatever it takes to save her child, and yet, as the night stretches out, her choices only get more and more complicated.

She has this constant battle between what is best for her child and what is best for a stranger. At each point in the story, she makes a different call. That said, there is not a single moment in the story where I judge her. (I think, as women, we can be pretty quick to judge each other.) I think she’s smart and competent and brave, and I respect every single decision she makes, even the uncomfortable ones.

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